It was the strangest thing to drop Jen off at the airport today. Probably more strange for her since she knows where she is going, and by that I mean she controls her destiny. From an airport she could be going anywhere, so when I drop her off there, that is where she has disappeared to. This probably doesn’t make any sense, but that’s why it is surreal. The reality part is that now the house is quiet and empty. The closet is only half full, the bathroom counter isn’t littered with her stuff, and I have this strange feeling as my best friends and built in social life has gone away and it is now up to me to follow. I already miss her terribly, but know that this is just a step toward a much greater thing we will do together. At the same time, I am anxious to go check out her photos and entries once she gets there.